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persevere
its wierd how just one event can spark a whole realisation and cause such a drastic change in my life.
i'm one step closer to understanding what it is to being totally independent of anyone else.
have you ever stepped away from everything you have and look at it from an outsiders point or rather, from the outside with your own opinions and values?

having to choose. affecting what kind of person you'd be when you're older.
the sheltered goodie two shoes who does everything right, to whom the world is all pretty? or the know all who's been there and done everything in the name of experience, with the risk of making it a habit?
or the inbetween? i guess the inbetween is the ideal, you could still be the life of the party while still keeping close to home.

but the ideal is hardly ever easy to acheive, unless you are able to resist all the tempations, let the others embarrace themselves and hold on tight to your principles. thats when you'll realise that it is possible to have the best of both worlds.