.

summer is calling.
wanting postcards and poloroids
memories of last year.
i can't let go.

hold on to the memories.
keep in close.

but theres a line between that.
and obsession.

for sure.

don't
leave it all behind.
just
not dwell.

looking back at captured moments.
having them there to look back on.

take it all away.

caught up in the mood
to take it all away.
and look forward to whats up the road.

while still keeping happy times close.

what am i saying?
do i make sense?

torn between my world of
memories
and
whats ahead.

it's hard to let go.
but its time.


i don't need you to understand me
just understand why i'm doing what i am.