.

i shouldn't have to go through this alone.
if not next to me
you should be there for me.

but you're not.

then whats the point?

i don't know how much longer i can wait.
i don't know how much more i can give.

months? weeks? days? hours?
more like minutes. seconds.

i hold on to the end of the thread.
but i can't for much longer.

its taking its toll on me.

you've got to throw me a life-buoy or i'll never make it through.
we.
its too hard. and i'm not surviving this very well...

if only you had time to see.
if only time allowed it.
new decisions and plans have to constructed.

i need that little bit more. now.