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toughening
it is things like these that make me a stronger person. taking this as a lesson for what lies up ahead.
people learn from other experiences, i'm just learning from my own. so that when it happens again, i'd know,
and i'd know how to prevent it all.
i should've known better then to seek comfort and totally empty all the trust and loyalty i had. now, i know better. i'm only losing tears and a bit of heart ache, but its all worth it i guess.

fixing myself up right now, helping myself. if theres one thing i've learnt from everything that has happened. your friends can only help you so much, you have to help yourself. and another, nothing can ever replace the comfort that my family can provide me. that totally unjudgemental, unconditional love that no one else can give you.
although i'm thankful that i've been blessed with friends who have been so supportive and concerned, almost unconditionally. so thankful.